Friday, January 23, 2015

Burning Up and Burning Out

I've been feeling pretty wiped out with a cold the last couple days.  And as the cardboard mountains begin to grow around me, it becomes way too easy to start thinking about the things I love and hate about this hobby.

I've quite literally been collecting as long as I can remember.  My first pack of cards was a 1991 Topps pack from the local gas station (along with a slurpee) when I was about 4 years old.  Those packs from the gas station or when dad came home from work turned into to trips to the local card shop after music lessons with mom, which turned into multiple hour drives across states for the National, or taking a vacation day off work so I could get a jump on the crowds at a big show.

Card collecting has become an integral part to who I am.  It's a tangible connection to sports.  And it's a hobby where I have met some fantastic people.  But there are days when I sit here blowing my nose way too much, sleep deprived from barely being able to breathe all night where I wonder what the point of it is.

Don't get me wrong.  I had a blast hitting a local show last weekend.  I can't wait for the Robert Morris show in May.  I'm even tossing around the idea of proposing a long weekend in Chicago so I can have a day at the National again this summer.

But there's a real big part of me that just feels like I'm going through the motions when it comes to collecting.  I look at the stacks of cardboard around me that need cataloged and sorted - piles of COMC pickups, show purchases, and a few ebay additions.  Commons, shiny things, numbered cards.  Of those few hundred cards, there are maybe 2 or 3 that I would describe as a card I love.

Most of them?  Wants?  Sure.  But my affection for them is no greater or less than the other 20,000+ I already had.  There just hasn't been much that excites me about the hobby.  I don't mean excited the way I feel before a show, or during a COMC sale.  Those still get the adrenaline rushing.  I mean excited in terms of something new from this hobby that makes me say "I have to have that card."

I felt that way about the 2000 Gold Label reprints in Topps this year.  Or when I snagged a new Kordell Stewart rookie card I didn't have for a dime at a flea market last month.  But for the most part it's just...going through the motions.  A 2015 Topps case break because I'm not really ready to stop collecting.  New pickups here and there.  New mini collections popping up regularly.  Toying around with custom cards.  They're all fun, in their own way.  But all seem to be a larger symptom of just not really having anything that I'm excited about chasing, or collecting, or adding.

I'm a collector.  It's what I do.  And I could have 10 million cards, and I'd still be able to find *something* new that I wanted in a dime box.  But as far as something new, shiny, exciting that really gets me excited about collecting?  It's just not there for me right now.



7 comments:

  1. I seem to go through a funk like this maybe once or twice a year, but I found that if I'm patient and move onto some other things for a while I always end up coming back to the cardboard rested and enthused. Can definitely relate to the feeling though!

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    1. That's most likely what I'll do - box everything up for a bit and try to cut back on ebay/COMC time. One of my goals for this year is to enjoy the cards I have rather than focusing on new acquisitions, so now might be the time to put that into practice!

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  2. Your not alone. I know just how you feel.

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    1. This has been bubbling since UD left the baseball market. For any number of reasons, Topps products just don't excite me. And I think that's really taken a lot of the fun out of collecting for me.

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  3. I went through that exact same thought right before I started my blog. Being that I accumulated most of my cards via eBay the whole process was becoming boring. Thankfully all I needed was a little interaction with other people and it got me going again.

    Shoeboxlegends gave good advice. Take a little time off and once you feel better reevaluate how you feel about your collection.

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    1. So true, Matt. And this certainly isn't the first time this has happened. I usually just need to pack everything away for a bit and then come back to it later. And time I get a large wave of cards at once, this seems to happen. Between COMC, some trades, and card shows I have 400+ new cards backlogged right now.

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  4. I think every collector cycles like this. I'm in the middle of 5 week stretch where I haven't made any card purchases, and it doesn't seem to bother me because life is busy right now. There are other times where I HAVE to go the LCS two or three times in a week. Hang in there.

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